Reflection

Has being a f***ing long time since i updated again. Was damn busy with work and other stuffs.

Recently reflecting on alot of stuff. Especially on my emotion dept. Found out the side that i thought was gone and never never wish to surface again.

The side of me which is so paranoid.
The side of me which always look into details.
The side of me which keep wanting to know the reasons for every actions that the person did.
The side of me which feels like a loser.

I guess is due to some unpleasant experience in the past. Thats why this side of me is formed. 4 years ago. I thought that i managed to keep it locked and sealed like forever. But 4 years later, it came back and haunt me again. It suddenly struck me deeply. If all this while, i may be running, but i am still running on track mil. Not moving a single inch in the emotion dept. It felt like shit. But no longer anymore, because this time i am going to FREAKING ELIMINATE IT ONCE & FOR ALL.

Cheers, will update if time allows. :)