Finally i cleared the 2 x exam paper which is vital for my progress to the financial field. Now i can feel the stress starting to weigh down on me. What i am feeling right now is the flame in me is starting to die out. Lolx. I know this shouldn't be the case, but nevertheless i vow that i will find back that flame in me. Alot of trades that i need to master along the way and this will add on to the amount of stress. But i believe that all these trainings and tekan will not bring any negative outcomes but will only makes you stronger. Below is a meaingful quote i came across:
" The samurai Sword is a thing of beauty, its blade unsurpassed by any other sword. Those that wield it have earned un-paralleled respect and honour. In times of our greatest difficulty, we look for the sharpest edge to end our pain and suffering, however like that sword, it is through the heat and fire and years of being beaten that the finest swords in the world are made. If you remember, when you feel that there is no hope, if you only wish for the end to take you, remember that you are the samurai sword and nothing can stop you after you get through this."
It is a quote to help in times when you feel there is no hope. It is there to remind you that when all is done, you are an unstoppable blade.

Well for me, if i am lost, i will just remember the training and tough times during OCS and i will suddenly feel stronger. Lolx. No wonder they keep saying cadets can do wonder. lolx.
Guess it will be a long time before i update this blog again. Sincerely hope that the next time i blog, it will be a happy one. Cheers.