Friday, September 26, 2008

For one to change the fruits, one must change the roots

Recently grew to like Tanya Chua's songs alot. Maybe they are those type which you would like to sit back on a lazy afternoon and listen to it. Songs like, "达尔文", "雙棲動物", "无底洞" and etc etc really got my likings for it. Espically "达尔文". Just take a look at the lyrics.

蔡健雅 - 达尔文

我的青春也不是没伤痕
是明白爱是信仰的延伸
甚么特征人缘还是眼神
也不会预知爱不爱的可能
保持单身忍不住又沉沦
兜着圈子来去有时苦等
人的一生感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分
有过竞争有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒得要我们
进化成更好的人
我的青春有时还蛮单纯
相信幸福取决于爱得深
读进化论我赞成达尔文
没实力的就有淘汰的可能
我的替身已换过多少轮
记忆在旧情人心中变冷
我的一生有几道旋转门
转到了最后只剩你我没分
有过竞争有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒得要我们
进化成更好的人
有过竞争有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒得要我们
进化成更好的人

Meaningful bo? lolx. It can summarise most people relationship stories. Moreover, the tune of the song is harmonious. Ok.. below is the MV.



Alrite trying hard for my exam. Wish me luck. Chaozz..

Saturday, September 6, 2008

One can only face his true self in the deepest of the night

Have you ever considered Love over Friendship or Friendship over Love?

Lets face this scenario:

A & B are buddies. Ever since in their sec sch days.

A & B met GAL in a party.

A & B develop feelings for GAL.

B knows A like GAL.

GAL likes A but have slight feelings for B.

B asked A to give up GAL for him.

ok!! Here comes the question: If you were A, will you give up or stand firm?

Ok. If i am talking in A's perspective, i will stand firm. Let me explain.

A's friendship with B already started to "rot" ever since B knew A liked GAL. If A were to give up GAL for B, do you ever think that B will still treat A like it was before? like nothing ever happen?

BULLSHIT!!!

If ever that B got together with GAL due to A giving up. B will still keep a watch on A and their friendship will still never be the same. Having lost love and in return gain a sour friendship, at the end of the day, who will be the loser?

Having said all these, do you think that there is enough reason for A to fight back? Seriously, those that say," I will give up the one i love for my buddy!!". I only got two word: F*** that!!! You can say i am wrong or what or unless you are a saint, but i don't give a damn.

Ok.. Now on the other side of the story. If A were to give up on GAL, it is still not wrong. But it will depends on the parties involved including A himself. The story will need a:

FORGIVING B, GENEROUS A and a HEARTLESS GAL.

If all these three requirements met, then with A giving up on GAL will means that A lost love but in return gain a new friendship with GAL and B. Sounds nice right?

But the possibility of these happening is like 0.000000000001%. LMAO.

It is really good to put friendship in the front but if stakes are too high or through some struggling that you still can't give up, then something somewhere is telling you that you shouldn't give up. And all the more you should stand firm and hold on. Just like the song," Flying without wings":

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete


Anyway is just a random post, some food for thought. Cheers.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Maybe some things about me that i don't know




What TAN GUO ZONG Means



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.



You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.



You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

To Cried and Loved, There's the best thing in life.

Well, there is sometime of ya life, you suddenly feel like stoning.

Today is one of those days. Just suddenly feel like writing something but yet don't know what to write.

Just one sentence..... I miss somethings in life.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Believe you when you believe...

Hi hi.. been a long time since i post. Started work thought. Quite a no life job. lolx. Makes me wonder whether IT is a cup of tea for me. But really know some nice peeps over there and most important of all, some "vegetables" too.. lolx.. Cool ah.

Recently watch RED CLIFF. Despite all the advertising, it was quite a.....

Disappointment.. lolx.

The movie just keep dragging. And the best thing is.. IT IS ONLY FREAKING PART 1.. LMAO.. don't tell me there is a PART 3.. so maybe john woo can call it RED CLIFF TRILOGY.. lolx.. CRAP!!!

ok.. John Woo.. maybe you should stick to ya english films.. lolx.

Alrite went to DBL O on friday,



















Join my friend's bday party there. Was kind of fun but she got drunk lolx. Maybe is due to breaking up wif her BF.

While consoling her, was feeling quite sad inside. Although tears never did flow out, the inner emotions is enough to kill you. Maybe was seeing some replay of your own.

Last but not least, check out the Henderson Wave dudes..






















Good place to hang out wif running kakis or even ya GF or even protential GF. (dun bring "ice cream gers" lmao..) Check out the night views.



Alexandra Arch


















Check it out..

























Thats army me and civi me.. lolx..


















kk.. guess i stop here.. blog next time when i'm free.. cheers..

Friday, June 6, 2008

My NS...

This is a column i would treat it as a emotional column rather than a thank-you column. lolx. There so many feelings and emotions running inside me every time i turn back and look at how my 2 years of NS started. Feelings beyond words can describe. Amazing people that form part of your meaning of life. Marvellous experience that money can't buy. Scenes and sights that took your breath away. You may find alot of people keep saying how worthless these 2 years are, but at least i can say these 2 years are well-spent and one of the most memorable time of my life.

Well, my NS can be divided into three main portions. My fun time in BMT, my enriching life in OCS and my lovely time in Unit.

My lovely time in Unit: I was posted in a Signal Unit. It wasn't exactly what i wanted due to the fact that i wished to be at some other units than there. lolx. But things usually don't turn out to be what you wanted. So just suck thumb la. And to add onto the "fire", i was posted to the most siong platoon in that unit. lmao. But come to think of it, if i were to turn back time, i wouldn't change my posting. It wasn't the unit that makes me stay but it is the platoon and my fellow officer friends whom makes me feel so much at home. Yay, you all know who you are: Jason, Wilfred, Kelvin, Weian, Yok, Xinghong Pat, Yanhao, Harold, Eugene, Patrick. You guys make my day. Not forgetting the add on to the fun, the understudies... lolx... man, you guys rock. And my platoon which is the reason why i got that sword of mine. It really has being hard on you guys. The unit got so many unreasonable changes and you guys bear with it. For this understanding, i thank you. For all the motivation and encouragement by you guys, i thank you. For everything else, use MASTERCARD... lolx.. joking.. I thank you.

My enriching life in OCS: My OCS life is both fun and enriching. Everyone encourage each other and help each other out so that no one will be left behind. Service term was sure full of surprise. As no one knows what to expect in this new environment, we are the pillar of support of each other. Therefore the bond is strong. In my Pro term at SOCC, i experienced a bond greater than what i experienced during my service term. Everyone was all fun and lovely. Even during midst of Exercises, everyone take it easy and this is the reason why no one is overstressed. Learn alot from my fellow OCS mates and instructors. It is truely a 180 degree turn from recruit to an officer. Thank You.





















My fun time in BMT: What more can i say? Is really beyond words. My BMT time is truely the most fun and enjoyable time in my entire NS life. Everything is so carefree, you just have to do what others ask you to and don't have to think much. Still remember i was with a long hair when i entered BMT. Our first task is to bring that god damn heavy bag up to fifth floor. It was then how i wished i could cut that hair of mine coz i was sweating like a sponge. Then i saw my bunk mates. At first, everyone was very reserve. Then we sat down and talk and glue to each other. Still remember alot of our physical fitness wasn't strong and so we invent games that involve physical punishment eg. push up and chin up. It was really fun. All the TAO POK, stripping, night training, visit to other bunk etc etc. Thats the reason why we can gel so much. Special thanks to my wonderful bunk mates: Bed 1-> Zhi Xian "Ah peh", Bed 2-> Kar Heng "Heng Heng", Bed 3-> Gin "Tua Jia", Bed 4-> Liu Yong Fu "You Yong Ku"(Swimming trunks), Bed 5-> Bai Long Allan"Xiao Bai Long (Small white dragon), Bed 6-> Guo Zong *ME LA*, Bed 7-> kwang Yong, Bed 8-> Zheng Quan"Pilot", Bed 9-> Jia Wei"Guards PS", Bed 10-> Simon"Sai Kang", Bed 11-> Vernon, Bed 12-> Elvin



















Those times are gone but never forgotten and will and shall be cherish by me till the end of time. Thank you those that make my 2 years in NS well spent and all the best to you guys. Cheerios..

Friday, May 30, 2008

One Will Never Know The Brightest Bright Till He Know The Darkest Dark...

Wootz.. Going to ORD next week and also going to start work next next week. Kind of rush as if time waits for no one. True, sometimes when one is busy with all the different kinds of activities and nonsense around him. It will be wise to take things slow and think through what you really want. 退一步,海阔天空 (take one step back and look at the bigger picture).

I did some soul searching and goal setting in preparation for the next chapter. Thought through the real reason why i didn't sign on in the first place. Thought through what to be expected of myself. Thought through study first or work. Thought through many many other things that i didn't notice it ever exist. Therefore i intend to use my blog as a reminder for me on my goal setting.

My ultimate goal is to travel around the world. Barcelona, Paris, London, Sydney, Rome, New York, African, Japan, Korea, Hong Kong and etc etc. I believe our soul is of indestructible being and you only live once in this identity. I won't even remember that i own this blog if one day i were to leave my body. One will never know what to expect and thats why i would like to explore the world. Singapore is really way too small to contain one's ambition and dreams. I'm not saying Singapore is not a place to live. Freedom is having a place to return to while you go roaming around. In order to work towards this goal, i intend to open up a private account to save $$ for this. haha. I am not joking.

Maybe some people didn't even thought of their retirment plan. But i for one has thought of it. My ideal retirement plan is actually to open up a surfboard shop on the beach at maybe redang or some nice beach. Rent surfboards during the day, chill with friends and family during the night, watching the world goes round..Perfect.

Yeah man, gotta work towards all these. Time waits for no one. gtg busy. Update again soon. Cheers.